Madara's life : 2017

Golden Fall Playlist 2017

Music October 08, 2017

Foals - My Number
Foals - Black Gold
Foals - Spanish Sahara
Novo Amor - From Gold
Syd Matters - To All Of You
Local Natives - Mt. Washington
Alt-J - Something Good
Sammy Jankis - Remember
Message to Bears - Mountains
Neon Indian - Annie
No Vacation - Laundry Day
No Vacation - Beach Bummer
No Vacation - Dræm Girl
Vancouver Sleep Clinic - Collapse
Breton - Got Well Soon
Amanda Palmer feat. Brian Biglione - In My Mind
The Pesos - Heartbeat
The Pesos - Hey Hey
Angus & Julia Stone - Santa Monica Dream
Bright Eyes - Lua
The Moonlight Club - Words In Gold
Private Island - Dissolve
Private Island - Enough
Private Island - Drugs
Bad Suns - Cardiac Arrest
Bad Suns - Salt
Bad Suns - Daft Pretty Boys
Mogwai - Kids Will Be Skeletons
Parks, Squares and Alleys - Soft Clouds

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Late night thoughts

late night thoughts September 17, 2017

I've been feeling quite weird lately. No, not weird, but distant, off beat, just really out of it. Not in a bad way, but not in a good one either.

Sometimes this feeling will leave me alone for a few weeks, and then just consume me for days. It's pretty hard to go on with everyday life in those days. I mean, feeling like there's no reason for me, for anyone to exist, thinking about how I'm just a single individual in a sea of different people, different lives, different stories. It's overwhelming but also somehow soothing.

I'm sitting in a train, looking through the window. I see people. Just people. Their bodies, their hair, clothes. But they are so much more than that. Each of them has a personality, a life. Family, friends, feelings. One of them just got married, one of them just lost a loved one. One of them has to drink anti-depressants, another is the happiest person alive. He's allergic to cats, she likes to drink her tea with honey, but hates sweet things.

Speculations, possibilities, some of them are true, some are not. But the truth is, they all are just like me. With problems, thoughts and feelings, happy and sad moments. Each different but somehow still the same.

I'm looking through the window. From outside I'm just another person in the train. Inside of me are thoughts, an ongoing war with myself, flowers growing in my mind. And I'm just a single person in this enermous sea of people.

But even all of us together are nothing. Because there is the whole universe, filled with things that we'll never see. Things, that are unreachable, unimaginable, that have existed uncountable years before us, and will exist as many after us. We all exist in a tiny piece of time, we mean nothing, we are nothing, but still, in a way, for each of our selves, we are everything.

And trying to wrap my mind around this idea, to really understand it, I feel is impossible.

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10 facts about me

about me August 20, 2017

It's a rainy day here in Latvia, I'm sitting on the sofa in my living room and writing this. Summer is almost over, and I feel like I've spent the past two months just sitting around and doing pretty much nothing. That's why today I decided to finally realize my idea of making a blog.

I thought that my first post should be something that tells a bit about myself, so here is a list of 10 facts about me (original, I know).

That up there is me (about a year ago, but you get the idea). My name is Madara, and no, I was not named after a Naruto character. Madara is a flower that you can find practically in any meadow in Latvia.
I'm 17, turning 18 this year, and I was born on Christmas Eve - 24th of December.
My dream job is either a film director, cinematographer or a "National Geographic" photographer.
I can honestly say, I'm a book-o-holic! I love books with my whole heart, the only problem is, I buy them faster than I can read them!
Don't get me wrong, I love cats, but I'm definitely a dog person.
My favorite colors are all the colors you can find in a sunset.
I don't have any "common" fears like spiders, heights or needles. The only thing that really freaks me out are slugs.
I went to music school for eight years and can play four instruments - piano, guitar, ukulele and a Latvian folk instrument kokle.
I love thunderstorms! I find the sound of thunder extremely relaxing.
My goal in life is to travel to as many countries and explore as much of the world as I can, and share my experience with other people.

That's it! I hope that, if anyone is actually reading this, you enjoyed this little insight into my life, and that you'll stick around!

-Madara

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